Depression
It's hard to believe I posted this entry in November of last year, but I did! I went looking for this old entry and figured I posted it back in February or something. I was shocked that it was from November! I had posted: "Because of the season of life I'm in (nearing 40, newly-expanded family, major life-changing move, and weight gain that ticks me off greatly), I've been experiencing days feeling very low. I've blogged before about how I don't like using the word "depressed" lightly, so I don't think I'll use it here. But I've been feeling dark, low, melancholy, aimless, and tired." Since November, those feelings didn't go away. Oh, they might subside for a time, but would rear their ugly heads at any random time. In addition to those feelings, I was experiencing an overwhelming feeling of failure. These feelings would manifest themselves by my simply giving up and doing nothing. I felt so overwhelmed by everythin